My Thoughts
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Well we just got back from California.
We had a busy, but fun week.
We went to Disney,
which the kids loved.
It was so fun to watch them.
It was weird to be back in California.
Especially since we were suppose to be in Florida.
I was totally unprepared emotionally for it.
It was good for my relationship with God.
He definitely knows what He is going.
It is so cool to be reminded that He
has a hand in every part of our lives.
I am so grateful and in awe of Him.
There were something's that I had not come
to peace with.
Things that I had not brought to God.
I obviously needed to this.
I also wanted to share that Eternity's adoption
should be final in the end of October.
I can no express how excited and grateful we are.
I feel so blessed.
Thank you all for your prayers and support.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Well, tonight was the end of the RNC.
I have to tell you I was much more impressed than with the DNC.
I had a little bit of trouble with all the Kerry bashing, but
besides that it was all good.
I loved the Bush twins.
The were natural and themselves.
GO FIGURE !!!
I thought even Arnold did a pretty good job.
Rudy was awesome.
It is just so sad to me that he is Pro-Choice.
Just my personal belief.
Now about the main man.
I have always liked George.
Tonight just seemed to confirm my reasons.
He was forthright about his future plans,
which I don't remember hearing from Kerry.
He felt that he was fairly transparent.
He was truly teary eyed talking about the families of falling soldiers.
It really touched my heart.
I have to admit that I was in amazed that the
Commander and Chief of this great nation would be so
open with the world.
That is just awesome to me.
Well, that is my two cents worth.
We are of to California Saturday.
I will check- maybe.
Love ya Guys !!!
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
I have been thinking, which can be really scary.
Some of us chic's have been doing a bible study called Breaking Free.
Right now there is basically a lot of searching about the past going on.
For me anyway.
I am trying to figure out where I am at with it all
and with God.
To be honest I am not really sure.
A lot of the stuff I already know,
but do I believe it with my heart and soul?
That is the question.
Am I willing to abanding it all to God?
Friday, July 30, 2004
I was never really into politics until recently.
I am thinking that it is important lately.
I have been checking out the DNC Convention and it really scares me.
I would consider myself more of a republican anyway,
but this is just crazy.
It reminded me of a circus.
I am very interested to see the GOP Convention.
It may make or break my opinions.
John Kerry totally played up his service in Vietnam.
I think it is great that he was willing to serve our country.
I just think he is going a little overboard considering he was only
there for 4 months.
He even had his fellow crewmmen intorduce him.
Whats up with that?
I do think that he cares about our country, but
I did not hear how he is planning to make the changes he is talking about.
If anyone reading this gets it please help me out.
He talked about how he is gonna do things to make us safer.
What things?
Also, from what I understand when he was on the security committee
he missed 37 out of 49 meetings or something.
This really confuses me.
Again, if anyone knows anything different
please inlighten me, because right now I am just not getting it.
They talk about the rich getting taxs breaks with Bush.
Well, I know I am not rich and I got a couple checks.
They helped out greatly.
He talked about police and fireman.
This confused me too.
I thought state, county and village handle that.
Am I wrong?
I also listened to what both the Clintons had to say.
Hillary talked about stem cell research,
as did Kerry.
Bush did'nt totally ban it he just isn't allowing any more new cells.
Is that wrong?
I don't think so.
I was watching Kerry's speech at a friends house and her 7 almost 8 year old
son kept sayng that Kerry was evil.
He even made devil horns and stuck them to the t.v.
This was very funny to me.
I am not saying by any means that Kerry is the anti-christ,
by any means.
He is too old.
Just kidding.
I hope this is not offending anyone, but
I really feel strongly about all the smoke he and others
are blowing out their butts.
I feel sad for the people who are buying into it.
I just think that people's emotions are being
played with and that is sooo wrong.
What do you think?
Monday, July 26, 2004
Well, Friday was my son's birthday. He turned 5. This is for him.
Your smile brightens a room.
The way your eyes sparkle is captivating.
Your laugh is contagious.
You are totally awesome.
I waited so long for you to be mine.
You captured my heart the day I met you.
I melted when you called me Mama.
Things aren't always great, but
I hope you know how much love I have for you.
I know I scream and yell,
and for that I am sorry.
I hope someday you will understand,
it is out of love.
I only want the best for you.
I pray everyday that you will grow up
to be a Godly man.
Monday, July 19, 2004
Pressure
(written October 1, 1991)
The pressure of life sometimes brings me down.
The everyday hassles are hard to cope with,
but I get by,
with Gods love.
Just when it seems to much, God saves me.
Someway,
Somehow,
His light shines through.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Playing Again
All the darkness and all the pain,
It's so sad,
too much for anyone to take.
Overwhelming fear rules my life,
confusion seems like a constant state of mind.
If only I could go away,
just stop for good,
I could play again.
I could feel safe once more.
I try each day to find security in;
God and in myself.
It seems like forever.
I just say;
someday,
someday,
someday.
Will it ever come?
